Jubli Perak itu Silver 25

Alhamdulillah..maseh diberi peluang bernafas di muka bumi walaupun kekadang tersemput-semput..terseliuh sedikit..

Baru abes mereply sume msg2 ucapan hari lahir yg ditinggalkan kat kotak MukeBuku..bebinor mata,ramai sgt tahun nie.. *ayat gaya kunun artis..cit!!haha* dan mereply sms2 hari lahir yg wat inbox penuh..ramai sgt tahun nie..letih aku..aku letih..

Ye,dan sebenarnyer..ramai sgt tahun nie yg abeskan ayat ucapan.."semoga kawen cepat.." ha ha ha..semua ni gara-gara no 25..dah Jubli Perak ghopenyer umo aku..

Aku bilang pada semua.. "TUNGGU.....................................................keje Tuhan tak sape tau"

Hidup macam sekolah, tempat cari ilmu..cari pengalaman..silibusnya pelbagai..kelasnya setiap hari.. gurunya DIRI..muridnya HATI..

Nescafe dah abes..jam dah kol 3pagi..esok nak keje!!Jom tido!

Hilang mencari damai

Salam..

*Sungguh sejok malam ini..hujan..ngaa~Sejak kebelakangan ini blog sepi suram gelap gulita..Dengan erti kata yg lebih tepat,internet seakan-akan TERabai dan diabaikan kot.. *cume mengUPDATE apa yg patut.. *aku ada misi mustahak?* TAK..cume mencari ketenangan di luar lingkup jajahan mediamassa yg haru-biru dan senggut-senggut connectionnya sejak dua menjak ini..mengganti aktiviti super-duper-giler-addict yg satu nie di waktu malam dgn menonton siri tv berepisod kegemaran ramai dan tido lebih awal..HA HA..Thats the new me..Whoa!

**Koleksi novel pun dah bertambah..dah berapa kali dlm bulan nie aku menapak ke toko buku di Jalan TAR tu..aku pun tak tau..lagi karya Hlovate jadi pilihan..lagi?ye..lagi dan lagi..Sorang-sorang lepak, menyelak dan membaca..santai..sambil singgah membeli selendang di arked berdekatan..*Aku giler selendang skrg..hehe* Kalau sempat,ke pasar malam plak..menu utama Nasi Kerabu dan Burung Puyuh Goreng Berempah~Papa's fav..tp last Sabtu,hujan turn dgn lebat mencurah-curah..aku terus lintas jalan setelah mataku berbinor-binor memilih selendang.. terus masuk A&W..ngee~org ramai plak di dalam restoran faveret itu..menikmati Supreme Dog Double Cheese bersos mustard..melihat dan menunggu ujan reda..sambil sedut Rootbir tanpa float..sebu perutku..haha

***Ahad,pepagi buta dah berkecah dapur..siapkan cupcakes order..petangnya, ke kenduri kahwin berlansung di Dewan Alwy,FRIM,Kepong..Kenduri adik ipar makcik aku..lama tak pekena Nasik Minyak Cap Pengantin..ahaha!Last month, banyak kenduri tak dapat join..kalau jatuh majlis di hari Sabtu,wassalam la aku nak ikut..bekerja separuh hari..mintak maaf kususun sepuluh jari jawabnyer..lepas abes kenduri..budak-budak kecik nie *sepupu-sepupu aku* sibuk nk mandi air terjun?!ye..terbentang luas di depan mata..dah spare baju awal2 dah..tak lame,sekejap jer pun.. kasi lepaskan kempunan mereka..otak pon tenang seketika,hirup udara segar sambil main-main air,merendam kaki..Nature is always the best cure for us,rite? and for me indeed..luv it so much!

****Lepas isyak,mmg terus pengsan ting-tong sampai ke pagi..penat dan ditambah pening kepala yg makin menjadi-jadi lepas aku try jugak makan durian sebanyak 3 ulas yg sangat kecil..sbb tengok org lain makan dengan sedap lagi lazat serta penuh berselera sekali..Uhuhu..

Buat aku tersenyum..

Selalu bukak Facebook..tapi aritu spesel sket..aku senyum meleret depan lappy kat opis..nak gelak kuat2 rasenyer..tapi..errr..opiskan?gegar2kan sore dlm perot jer laa..hakhakhak..

Aku jumpa nie..


Dan ini..

Ini..

Dan lagi..

TIME KASEH Abg Tom kerana mengupload gambo2 *3 dari atas* itu..wujud lagi rupenyer bahan bukti..
Mase 1st year..induction yg mmg terasa kejam diperlakukan..haha!tp serius best.. :p

Dan Zack..lame sggh gambo itu, *I don’t have that pic akceli..*
Mase nie..ID-Dip 01 (kami la..) vs ID-Bach. O1 lwn bola sepak .. MENANG tue!

Always miss..those days with all of them.. :)

Tragedi Kuala Dipang

*2 minggu yg lepas juge*

Krett..krett..krett..bunyi kerusi enjut..

Si Kakak baring kat sofa kegemaran,meluruskan tulang..sambil menonton dgn penuh konsentrasi.. Berita terkini pasal Tragedi Sg Dipang..SEDIH.TAKZIAH..ada juge ketidakpuasan hati di situ..

Krett..krett..krett..dah berhenti..Bila si adik berpaling muka ke kakaknya di belakang..

“Apasal sume org nk salahkan orang yg buat jambatan tu?Padahal, budak2 tu cite..budak2 ramai2 main lompat2 kat atas tue?”

“Yelah..buat keje tak betul..klu buat betul2..mesti kuat,lompat2 pon tahan..”

Dlm hati..terdetik TAKDIR!takdir Tuhan klu kuat & utuh macam manapun jambatan tu..”Kun fayakun!” akan terjadi juga..Astagfirullahalazim..

Tapi..sbb tragedy yg ditakdirkan inilah..terbongkar satu rahsia bila jambatan baru 10 hari siap runtuh?! Bila simen seketul terhambur keluar dr tanah..(igt tanam pokok ubi ker?)

“Dah..nak siap cepat2..takut tak sempat..” Getus si adik..

Kalau nak masuk bab-bab construction..lg pening kepala budak Darjah 5 nie..

“Oklah..contohnya, org nk order karipap ngan Mama..nk cepat-100biji..Duit dah bayar..Mama buat jugak..kejar masa org nk cepat..takot tak sempat..Tapi karipap tu Mama tetap letak inti kan?Takkan Mama nk goreng karipap kosong..kembung tapi takde isi kan?kan?”

“Yela..takkan nak tipu..”

Dia senyum..sambil enjut2 kerusi itu kembali.. Krett..krett..krett..

“Haa..itulah pasal..” Si Kakak pon sambung tgk berita..smbil kunyah biskut berperisa keju..Sodap!!

A.S.A.P!Lari!!!!

*Lebih kurang 2 minggu yg lepas*

Kalo ada *fire extinguisher* memang dah lame aku halakan dekat org yg tak sayang jantung tue.. hisap rokok asap terabur..dengan slumber aku tekup hidung kuat2 dgn tangan.. tanda protes..tanda “SAYA BENCI PEROKOK!” dia pandang..aku peduli hape?!

Tibe-tibe..

Simpang jalan sana..pun ade asap?!ada kete rosakkah?terbakarkah? Sume org buat muka panik..aku pon.. asap kepul2 kaler puteh.. makin lama makin dekat..kepul2 melata di udara.. makin dekat makin berbau.. bau apekah ini?macam kenal..mmg kenal..

A.S.A.P!Lari!!!!

Komuniti pondok bas Kepong Sentral kecoh seketika petang itu..penangan Asap besar punya!! aku tekup hidung dgn lebih kuat dan rapat2 dgn tangan..tangan sebelah lagi libas2 baju..berbau..

Sayu..terasa diri diperlakukan seperti..hanya Tuhan yg tahu..

dlm hati berkata-kata.. (bukan2..sabar2..)

Kami bukan nyamuk la pakcik!! Alahai..sampainya hatimu..sob..sob..sob..

Bukan nyamuk besar! HA HA..

Terlerai SATU misteri..

The truth hurts..
And lies worse..
Silent can be loud..too loud..
Don't you know it’s dangerous and it's sweet?

Cut us and we bleed.

************THE END**************

Apabila terasa sepi,jangan katakan aku sepi...tapi katakan pada diri..”Aku sentiasa ada pemerhati..” – Ust Pahrol Mohamad Juoi

Sebelum terlupa..maseh sempat kiranya mengucapkan SALAM AIDILFITRI & MAAF ZAHIR BATIN kepada semua teman2 dan pengunjung blog ni..yg dikenali mahupun tidak..Andai ada kata yg menguris atau terhiris..

ampun & maaf jua dipinta..terima kasih.. :)

**Maaf..entry kali ini kurang meriah dgn ayat2 yg selalu mcm popcorn..
Im jaded..Aku kehilangan kata-kata..Renungku jauh..

Berikan aku kekuatan hati..

Pasrahku abadi untukMU..untukMU..

25 Item To-Do List EVERYONE Should Be Doing

1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day, and while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate anti-depressant.

2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. Talk to God (or to your higher power or meditate) about what is going on in your life. Buy a lock if you have to.

3. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, ' My purpose is to__________ today. I am thankful for______________ '

4. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants.

5. Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salmon, broccoli, almonds & walnuts.

6. Try to make at least three people smile each day.

7. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.

8. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a college kid with a maxed out charge card.

9. Life is not fair, but it is still good.

10. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

11. Don ' t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

12. You are not so important that you have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

13. Make peace with your past so it will not spoil the present.

14. Don 't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

15. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.

16. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: ' In five years, will this matter? '

17. Forgive everyone for everything.

18. What other people think of you is none of your business.

19. GOD (depending on your beliefs) heals everything - but you have to ask Him (translate to your religion).

20. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

21. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch!!!

22. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

23. Each night, before you go to bed complete the following statements: I am thankful for__________. Today I accomplished_________.

24. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.

25. When you are feeling down, start listing your many blessings. You will be smiling before you know it.

*I found it here..nice to share it with you people!

Tiny Little Natt..Am I?!

Bila jam di tangan longgar?
Seluar pon ala2x tak bermaya ketat di pinggang?
Erm..baju kurung semakin labuh..haha
Semua jadi longlai?
Bler ade suara..
Bukan satu..tapi banyak..
"EH!Apsal kurus sgt?"
"Ko ni..KURUSlaa.."
"Hey!?what happened?mkn byk sket ar Natt.."
"Kaklong..aku lg beso dr ko laa..perasan?"
"Alahai..tulang jer.."
"Waa..puasa ni u manyak kurus..tengok.."
Am I?
Yes I am Kapten!!haha..
KURUS..KURUS..KURUS..
Makin mengecil..tetibe teringat plak..
Fav. muvi time kecik cenonet..
"Honey,I shrunked the kids.."haha..
Kurus pon org risau..
Tapi insyaALLAH,Cik Natt sehat jer..keh3x..
Yg penting CONFIDENCE..
Maka takkan jatuh di tengah jalan..kan? :p

*Oklah..mau tido kejap..jap lg bangun sahur plak..hoho!

1.Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2.For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3.YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4.Tag 10 17 18 friends.
5.Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6.Have fun.

If someone says ‘Are you okay’ you say?
There she goes – Sixpence None The Richer
yaa..flows and spent every seconds with patience & believe in ALLAH.. everything gonna be ok rite? Itu janjiNYA..

How would you describe yourself?
Makes me wonder – Maroon 5
Wondering..am I WonderWoman?tak-tak..selalu ke Wonderland jer Cik Natt..keh3x

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Come Fly With Me – Michael Buble
Owh!kamu mau bwk lari saya?jumpe mama-papaku dulu..UTK UJIAN SARINGAN..haha!

How do you feel today?
Make It Mine – Jason Mraz
Yes..i’ll make it all mine!! ~ kate si Mraz..kateku juge..

What is your life’s purpose?
These Word – Natasha Bedingfield
“Walk your Talk!” jgn ckp cam tin kosong ting-tong!bising takde isi..Chaiyok!!

What’s your motto?
Kerlipan Cinta – Rabbani
Hidupkan cinta kepada Ilahi..nescaya cinta2 yg lain juge mekar abadi,harum mewangi..

What do your friends think about you?
Ka-Ching! – Shania Twain
Haa?kamu semua igt sy byk duit?haha..

What do your parents think about you?
Suci Sekeping Hati – Saujana
Uhuhu..May their bless always!Perjalanan hidup byk pancaroba...

What do you think about very often?
Stranger By The Day – Shades Apart
Ye..takot,byk sgt jenayah..hari2 ade org mati!! Mohon lindungan TUHAN..kita semua terhindar bala & bencana..AMIN..

What is 2 + 2 ?
Stop & Stare – One Republic
Mathematic?kene berhenti dan renung sbb nk kire..jwb dgn yakin..EMPAT laa!

What do you think of your best friend?
Masih Ada Waktu – Rast
Ye..Lazz,selagi nyawa dikandung badan..we are best fwen phoeber!! (hug-hug)

What is your life story?
Born To Love (Pride OST) – Queen
Born To Love?then..who loves me? Raise up your hand!! :)

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Pelangi Petang – Sudirman
Ye..biar hidup berwarna-warni cam pelangi!wlupon skjp..ttp mengembirakan hati!Ho-Yeah!!

What do you think when you see the person you like?
Wonderwall-Oasis
wishes u're my wonderwall..afterall..*wink*

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Tika Dinihari – Devotees
Tak sesuai nk menari laa..ini utk dihayati..

What will they play at your funeral?
Tercipta Untukku – Ungu
Erm..jgn menangis!takdir ini telah tercipta utkku..Yg hidup pasti mati kelak..

What is your hobby/interest?
Somos Novios – Andrea Brocelli & Christina Aguilera
Sogno! Il mio sogno!

What is your biggest fear?
Sentuhan Listrikmu - M.Nasir
Saya takut sgt ‘Sentuhan LIsPAS!!’

What is your biggest secret?
I’ll Be There For You – The Rembrants
erm..aku pon tak tau rehsia ni..sape dia ni aku nk rehsia2kan nie??haha

What do you want right now?
Swing It Bob! - Mocca
erm..best gak leh menari!tapi takmo dgn Bob!haha..

What do you think of your friends?
Don’t Speak – No Doubt
shhh..Dont speak!dont ask!just read this..U ARE MY COTTON CANDY..
-variety of colors but yet all of u is the sweetest things I had in my heart!

What will you post this as?
Viva La Vida - Coldplay
Haa..sape yg kene tag,langsaikan cepat!nnt Viva La Vida cm Cik Natt!! :p

*Yeay!Arina..siap juge akhirnya!sowi lmbt!!
**18 org ker?tak cukup..tp nk tag~*lazz*adee*catt*jannah*igloomama*kayna*
***saya juge tak menipu tau..

Day of : PCK,Sunshine --> Yellow&Bright

Salam Jumaat Sayyidul Ayyam..

Pagi yg lembap & lecah..hujan..sejuk..berpayung kuning kegemaran ke office.. 2-3 hari kebelakangan ni, hujan juge di petang hari..ibadah puasa juge tak terasa kelelahan.. itulah nikmat & rahmat kasihNYA..kan? hujan petang sgt lebat..dan semalam banjir..Kepong Sentral banjir..masuk jer ke perot bus..terus text Lazz..

"Lazz..kasut basah..banjir!kene pijak air yg dalam..jejak jer tangga,air keluar dgn byk..haha!"

Lazz membalas..
"...adus,separuh bdn kte basah...ujan lbt gle,payung cover kepala je...jln bebaik nat.kena bl kasut phua chu kang a.."

Haha..kasut kunen PCK?gud idea then..dare to wear?haha..*wondering* Cik Natt walking in the heavy rain while wearing the PCK’s shoe and holding tightly her yellow-wit-bees-on-it-umbrella..*angin kuat* whoosh..dia ke kiri dan tetibe ke kanan?tp tetap teguh sebab kasut kunen PCK itu berat..haha..

*Lazz,am waiting for the choco-latte! :P

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Erm..Pocketful of Sunshine is on the air..i love that song!ya..am feeling very great today.. Alhamdulillah! feels all the burden on my tiny little shoulder nie..was vanished away..little by little..

Allah the Almighty has said :

"And We will surely test you with something of fear and hunger and loss of wealth and lives and fruits,but give glad tidings to the patient." (Al-Baqarah 2:155)

Aritu,aku turun dr bus..dan perlu melintas ke seberang..tetibe kat blakang aku ade seorg pakcik tua..buta..kebetulan turun dr bus yg sama..ade beberapa org di tepi bahu jalan memandang *mungkin sdg menunggu bus mereka dtg* pakcik tu meraba-raba mencari arah..aku tanya..rupanya dia pun nk melintas dan destinasi kami sama..bus stop di seberang sana..Al-maklum, jalan di depan PERKIM,Jln Ipoh tu kereta semua laju..jalan besar.. kugagahkan juga memimpin pakcik tu.. aku takut..aku tak pernah memimpin org bute.. alhamdulillah!sampai juge dan sempat tahankan pakcik tu bus..dia mahu ke Rawang..

Sebenarnya,dlm masa yg sama aku sayu..dan terpikir, klulah aku ditempat pakcik tu..bute penglihatan..berjalan mengikut gerak hati dan simpati masyarakat..tak dpt melihat dunia,mcm kita yg sempurna ini..itu belum bab mencari nafkah..kita semua pon tahu, golongan OKU kurang perhatian utk diberi jawatan wlupun berkelayakan kan? worst than that,sumtimes they being ignorance by public..apakah naseb kita klu begitu? besarnya dugaan..dan tabahnya mereka ttp berjuang dan terus menerus menghadapi hari2 dgn penuh sabar..Ya Allah!kita yg cukup anggota ni pon kadangkala merungut.. astagfirullahal’azim..huhu..

Klu nk dibandingkan kesusahan aku dgn dia..jauh!dan ade yg lebih teruk dr itu..bila diri terasa lelah dan lesu..otak buntu,.selalu ingat ayat ini..dan selalu mengingatkan diri sendiri..

"Allah does not burden a soul beyond its capacity." (Al-Baqarah 2:286)

Very true rite? Mardhatillah..insyaALLAH!Where there's a will,there's a away.. ;)